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yeah im bored. just finished picking out the stuff im getting for christmas. im getting like 4 shirts a video game and like 5 stickers so yay i guess and yeah im wicked tired i wana pass out or sumthing that would be fun. i think im gona make a new LJ prolly cuz idk im dumb like that just i cant think of a name, its just kinda weird like when i tell ppl its sex kitten 69 there like uhhmmm fag lol but yeah got ne ideas tell me my computers finally fixed so im happy and yeah its all good i gota write like 5 papers 2nite and 2moro morning before like 3 so yay for me lol yeah if ne body wants to talk to me call me dial this number-(413)786-0691 lol i know no-ones gona call but its all good but yeah im gona die if i dont go2 bed and write these gay thigns so cya
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ok its 2am at tjs house and im really tired after playing halo 2 for 3 hours but yeah uhhm everyone get a ride to tjs house for 2moro morning cuz idk i say so. yeah uhhmmm my internets still broken so everyones gona have to call me at 413-786-0691
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[21 Nov 2004|10:35am] |
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yesterday sucked so bad......i broke up with shannon : ( and i know i was the one who broke up with her but it reall seemed like she was trying to get rid of me cuz she pushed me away alot and idk i shuldnt post problems that are really personal so i guess ill stop but idk its really fucked up and i feel awful but i guess it wasnt working i hope she can find someone better than me but i g2g cuz im in school right now cuz my home comp is still broekn so if ne one wants to talk to me then you can call i guess 786-0691 i think everyone has my number ne ways but o well
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yeah idk this last week has been so fucked up uhhmm we snuck into the movies and that was fun lordsday uhhmm we went 2 a concert that was fun uhhmmm then this week started and my dads been the biggest asswhole in the world everyday he anoys the fucking hell outa me he just never shutsup. today he took my fucking tv and xbox and then he says "im helping you" but hes def fucking not helping cuz he made me do some stupid exersizes in fucking algebra 2 all day long and now i get 2 stay up till 3 doing my spanish and english hw for tomoro wtf its so gay im proly not gona have enough time 2 finish them and that means that in english im gona get half a grade letter taken off the final grade (oh yeah he helps so fucking much) idk i hope he goes back to his old fucking job really soon cuz im gona die or run away or sumthing. uhhmm yeah i guess im gona go buy halo2 friday but its gona be kinda fucked up since i dont have my xbox untill my grades are good enough for my stupid dad........its so fucked up im failing one class wtf and its not like i wasnt trying to fix it. its just cuz he thinks that he needs to be in charge ofeverything and cant take it that hes not my fucking teacher anymore. but w\e uhhmm i g2g 2bed so ill post good stuff later lol uhhmm yeah w\e g'night. shannon thanks for being there for me id go insane without you, i love you so much.
i love *you*
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[01 Nov 2004|09:27pm] |
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ok im gona try to make the longest post EVER!!!! *drum roll*
ok thursday my dad was being a bitch and wouldnt leme go bowling cuz of my grades then i went 2 the retreat thingy and then like spent a whole week doing nothing, then on the 28th was me and shannons 2month anieversery thingy i guess so yay! im not sure if 2months stands for ne thing but hey w\e its sumthing lol, and then friday i slept over tjs house and tj had his b-day party saturday morning jenna ur so mean i just wanted to wear ur purse lmao, then we went to six fags and stuff that was fun buncho ppl went and yeah, then sunday we went to the movies, watched the grudge and team america(like 30 mins of it)!!! oh yay!!! lol we met sunny and steph there and then monday was today which sucked like really bad. the end lol
i love *you*
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yay nothing happend today cuz today was boring but hell im like hyper and kinda drunk but its all good!!!!! i got like a whole bottel of iwne so far but ill get some mnore and be like happy my dads not like home ne more at night so i can do w\e i want cuz i got no bed time ne more cuz like hes not home ne more and yey yup ytup yup, uhhmm this stuff is wicked food i think i need a shower now that i spilt this on myself uhhmmm post later bye cya later everyone uhhmm yep bye
i love you shannon, i miss you so much i need 2 see you its been like a week now !!!!!!
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[24 Oct 2004|11:03pm] |
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ok yeah just got back from the weekend which was def not as bad as i thought it was gona be lol WARPED TOUR!!!!ha that was so stupid but oh well yeah we just sat around and talked all weekend and i played guitar for all the other ppl and they were like amazed lol it was funny i played some ez songs but yeah got yelled at hardley at all which was wicked suprising cuz uhhmm were us.....but yeah they werent really strict just they looked at us weird cuz we do all the "bad" stuff like drink and yeah cept for do drugs alot lol but yeah w\e o0o0o it was so funny cuz this preist was like "u cant go2 hell for mastubation, but it is a bad sin, and the angels def. arnt up in heaven clapping when you do" it was so funny but yeah uhhhmm we got beds tables and showers!!!! lol . uhhhmm yeah some kid flipped at me for drying my hair with my flogging molly t-shirt lol i forgot my toothbrush so my teeth are so nasty but im gona fix that tonight cuz im sure shannon wont apreciat that lol. i gave kev like 3 pounds of candy to hold on2 while we played capture the flag and mark chased him and he spilt almost all of it all over the ground that was wicked funny. yeah i shulda found out bout it sooner so i could make my friends go. shannon i mist you so much, im so glad to be back and talk to you hope we can hangout before class on wednesday!!!!
- shannon i love you your everything i want and love...i love you more!!!!-
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hmmm yeah i havnt posted in awhile lol hmmm i dont know what to post!!!!!! ok uhhmmm this week has been really weird and stuff most of the time was spent in class, getting yelled at, and talking with shannon. that bout sums up my week yey oh yeah and playing gta3 lol. yeah today me and bub couple skated!!!! lol cuz shannon had to leave and her aunt wouldnt let her but oh well im about to leave on some retreat thingy for a couple days so i wont be around i guess tj and catherine and bub r the only ones at lords day....THREESOME!!!!! hahahaha but uhhmm yeah im gona pierce my lip on retreat prolly and then buy a lip ring and be all cool but yeah w\e im gona get kicked out before that so oh well ok i cant think ne more bye everyone
shannon i love you more than nething!!!! I'll miss you i gota see u before stupid class wensday !!!!!!!
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yeah this week was ok i guess the end of that......uhhmmm yesterday tj and kev came over and we went with mark to video game store and daddys junkie music and towsleys house, then they slept over my house and uhhmmm we played video games and made the kids put all their toys in bags and hide em lol and uhhmm idk lords day was kinda boring but oh well what ya gona do and uhhh oh i decided that ive been really boring and dumb latley and decided to take more chances on things and be less serious and depressed and stuff so sorry everyone for being a loser
i love you shannon
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[13 Oct 2004|02:12pm] |
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i just relized how anoying my brother is.......i got a ride home from my friend from hcc home cuz we got outa school at 3 so i didnt bother calling my mom cuz i was gona get home before she left but we got backed up on the fucking bridge so i didnt make it on time and so my mom was a little late for picking my brother up for his soccer game so my brother fucking flips out and starts crying and bitching at me, you know what my dad is gona do to me if he fucking hears about this.....he used to kick my ass for shit like this, but he cant anymore, so hes prolly gona either ground me forever, or try to kick me out, and my brothers fucking crying over a god damn socccer game WTF! that kid is so fucking stupid, and he got to go to his stupid game in the end so hes full of shit......oh yeah school was fun 2day we got out early cuz the stupid movie didnt work so the person just told us to leave it was so great and then spanish and stuff was cool and uhhmmm i got sooooo much hw from spanish oh well.....like im doing ne of it sides the test.
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ok sunday i had to serve mass which sucked so bad, cuz i havnt served in like 3 years so i didnt really expect ne thing during church so i didnt think ne thing bout drinking the 3 bottles of wine left over from lords day.... but oh well then kevin came over later that day and we sat around we lit off some fireworks out back and stuff idk didnt do too much. monday i went 2 six flags with tj,catherine,john,bub and johns family or w\e. so that was fun. hahaha tj the wheels on the bus go round and round lmao.nice. ok then tuesday i had religion class which was boring, then i went over shannons house yey! and we played uhhmm monopliy and stuff and idk yeah it was fun. then 2day i went to class and uhhmm saw shannon yey! and john and everyone else. and then i got uhhhmm kinda a class later but were just watching a movie 2day but i think im gona have 2 write 2 essays for next week i hate having to write so much.
i love *you*
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ok sunday i had to serve mass which sucked so bad, cuz i havnt served in like 3 years so i didnt really expect ne thing during church so i didnt think ne thing bout drinking the 3 bottles of wine left over from lords day.... but oh well then kevin came over later that day and we sat around we lit off some fireworks out back and stuff idk didnt do too much. monday i went 2 six flags with tj,catherine,john,bub and johns family or w\e. so that was fun. hahaha tj the wheels on the bus go round and round lmao.nice. ok then tuesday i had religion class which was boring, then i went over shannons house yey! and we played uhhmm monopliy and stuff and idk yeah it was fun. then 2day i went to class and uhhmm saw shannon yey! and john and everyone else. and then i got uhhhmm kinda a class later but were just watching a movie 2day but i think im gona have 2 write 2 essays for next week i hate having to write so much.
i love *you*
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im putting this in as a reminder to myself never to altar serve at mass again....my head hurts im going to bed
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today went 2 sixflags with everyone and dont feel like writing all of what we did down so im not gona but it was fun and im in a shity mood right now cuz my dad blew up at me once every1 left my house, and the only reason he was mad at me is becuase its my fault the plans didnt work out right cuz im stupid and everything is my fault cuz i have to make everything run exactly right cuz thats my place in life, im responsible for everyone and everthing around me and all of everybody elses mistakes are all my fault so i guess it is my fault cuz im stupid and w\e i dont care anymore, they can be right since i cant be. but w\e im just gona give up cuz hell its better than this so im not gona complain bout ne thing just suck it up cuz there isnt really a point but yeah w\e today was fun and 2moros gona suck ass cuz hell its lords day and there alot of wine left over and somebody has to finish it.............and shannon sorry if your moms mad you can just blame it on me so you wont get in trouble........i love you
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ok yeah uhhh havnt posted in a couple days so uh huh
thursday went rollerskating with shannon, erin, and zack that was fun played laser tag thingy and uhhh skated for a lil while but yeah, uhhmm friday went bowling with bunch of ppl like uhhh shannon, bub, joy, amanda, ben, and uhhh w\e else was there, kev slept over and 2moro were going 2 six flags yey i guess and uhhmm yeah thats bout it night
shannon thanks for always being there for me you mean everything to me i love *you*
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INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal/xanga.
2. Bold the things that are true about you. (Or double star.)
3. Whatever you don't bold are false.
**01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
**02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love broccoli
**04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
**07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch "One Tree Hill"
**11. I like sharks
**12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colors on their backs
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
**14. I like George W. Bush
15. People are cool
**16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a Toyota and a pool
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
**22. I have a secret
23. I hate rain
**24. I drink health juice
**25. Punk rock rules
**26. I hate Bill Gates
27. I love Vietnamese food
28. I would hate to be famous
**29. I am not a morning person
**30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have short hair
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Afghan
**34. My legs are two different sizes I refuse to believe my legs are identical
35. I have a twin
36. I wear those long ass socks
**37. I can roll my tongue
**38. I like the way that I look
39. I'm obsessed with Italian food
40. I know how to French braid!!!!
**41. I can be pessimistic or optimistic whenever I want
**42. I have a lot of mood swings
**43. I skateboard/snowboard
44. I think that skateboarders are HOT
**45. I'm in a band
**46. I have talent
**47. I'm always hyper when I have sugar ((hehe without.))
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I can't swim
51. My favorite color is either blue, red, or white
**52. I practically live in sweatshirts
**53. I love to shop
**54. I would classify myself as either punk or goth
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm a prep, shop at abercrombie, and ADMIT IT
57. I'm obsessed with my xanga
58. I don't hate anyone
59. I know how to square dance
60. I have a unibrow
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mom
62. I have a cell phone
**63. I believe in a god
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I know how to play the tuba
**66. I need coffee to live
67. I have had a boyfriend before
**68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently like someone and they have no idea that I like them
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
**71. I want to have kids when I get older
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Hilary Duff fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I love Broadway plays, and have been to at least 3
**78. I have no idea who the 38th president was
79. I plan on seeing Mary Kate and Ashley's new movie
80. I am completely shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7
**82. I have at least 25 away messages saved
**83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
**84. I loved Rush Hour
85. I've read all of the Harry Potter trilogy
**86. If I were a dwarf, I would be dopey
87. When I was a kid I played with G.I. Joe
88. I don't mind country music
**89. I would die for my friends
90. I think that Juicy Fruit is the best type of gum
**91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive and paranoid and extremely jumpy
93. Ashton Kutcher is a major hottie
94. I love the Beatles
95. I know all the words to 'I'm a barbie girl'
**96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy..
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have to fart
**99. I want this damned thing to be over
**100. I'm happy
wow that was gay
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[05 Oct 2004|07:17pm] |
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ok yeah uhh the second half of 2day was uhhmm interesting i guess. idk. nothing happend. my brother used the internet lmao. and uhhhmmm i talked on the phone and like uhhh then did nothingg and my dads going insane cuz like idk hes dumb like that and yeah w\e shannon wont leme read erins xenga cuz erin was stupid and lied and idk lol jk idc but oh well im tired and cant think so cya
shannon i love you more than ne thing
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wow yesterday sucked i woke up round 9 finished some hw then went to class, then got outa class half an hour early so i slept in the g building as usuall. got picked up went home. got home. finished next weeks hw cuz i was so bored. my dad got home and yelled at me about the stupid trash not being out. then about how i dont do ne thing. then after that try to make everyone clean the house haha yeah right. and then i got sick of being downstairs with my family so went upstairs and played video games and talked 2 shannon. then went downstairs and ate dinner then went upstairs talked on the phone for a lil while then it died stupid thing then my dad wouldnt leme use it cuz he wanted 2 say prayers then the dumbfuck gets all mad at me cuz i didnt do all the dishes cuz my stupid fucking sister didnt clear the table as usual and so he sent me 2 bed early at like 9pm which is the gayest thing ive ever fucking heard of. i cant even fall asleep at fucking 11pm never mind 9. so w\e. i guess this proves just dont do your work cuz u get yelled at either fucking way and you should never do what your told cuz its stupid and dosnt get you anywhere. lol but ne ways then 2day i woke up got dressed ate then went to class got home then beat halo and now im online my dad finally shutup but i think hes just upstiars but w\e hope 2day goes better than yesterday. oh yeah uhhmmm john i dont think u read this stuff but uhhmmm call me and tell me whats going on for sat. mkay? yeah w\e
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ok uhhmmm
friday i slept over kevins house and we went out into the fields and stuff and it was all foggy and awsome and there were cyotees and yea we didnt get it on tape cuz we ran outa batt.s. saturday uhh lordsday was at kevs house and we went into the barn and jumped off the rafters and stuff inside and taped it that was cool and uhhmm we burned kevins window with smoke grenades. sunday went to six flags with john,shannon,and erin. me and john were there like from 1 and shannon and erin showed up around 5 we went around and made fun of ppl and stuff i stole a jakcet thats really cool and riped up and stuff and i was 2 tired to post last night so i just went to bed lol.
i love *you*
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